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When I heard, I was ensnared in my marching band uniform and could not properly collapse until later, half-naked in the bathroom, trying to knot my shoelaces -friends and not-so-friendlys looking on- as grief stuck me straight in the stomach again & again until I cried: on the bleachers, in the dinner line, crouched on the curb, standing before the tree pinned with pictures and white ribbons, my own newly hung ghost untying itself in the wind as I stared at the sillouette, falling to my knees, fists clenching the grass, sure I had lost completely nothing and simultaneously everything.

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Sketchdump March 2015 - 01 [gesture drawing]

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From my heart to yours

When I see in your face the smile that gives me strength, I feel like I can reach the most remote Star in the sky above. When I'm able to hear the sweet melody of your voice, Feelings of happiness fill my heart and soul. Why do I have to dream when I can have you? Why do I cry when I can laugh? Why do I have to fall when I can fly? Why do I die when I can shine? The Moon is always my witness, When your beauty softens my heavy soul. And when I feel like I'm falling into darkness, You are the light at the end of the tunnel. There is no Heaven when I miss you, There is no Hell when I can rest in your arms. There is no pain when I can kiss you

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Black Butler Seven Minutes In Heaven Alois

You followed Grell's orders, walking up to the center of the room and placing your hand inside the bright red purse. After feeling around for a moment you come upon something easily recognizable. You lift it out of the handbag and look at it. "A toy spider. Whose is this?" "It's mine of course." Alois scoffed at your question. "You can keep that. I don't want it back. Think of it as a sort of charity." He grinned at you sarcastically. "Why are we still standing out here anyway? I want to get inside the closet, like five minutes ago." He grabbed your hand and quickly dragged you off to the closet. "Okay, let's do this." Grell foll

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I can't believe this is actually happening.

Nov 2, 2012

Okay. Okay. So. Umm. Sorry, I can hardly contain myself right now. My art is legitimately being published in an actual real book! :la: My piece, "My Mind Rebels at Stagnation" http://smudgethistle.deviantart.com/art/My-Mind-Rebels-at-Stagnation-333799741 is going to be published as a part of Luke Benjamen Kuhns graphic novel "The Case of the Crystal Blue Bottle". http://fav.me/d5emwfn It is based on his story of the same name that has been published in a collection of Sherlock Holmes stories by various authors, "Sherlock's Home: The Empty House". The proceeds from these works are going to raising awareness for

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From my heart to yours by NC-71169, literature

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From my heart to yours

Dust on the Lens by AfterTheNonSequitur, literature

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Dust on the Lens

i. He took photographs as if he were loving with a broken heart— Slowly, cautiously, Careful set up— The lighting soft To smooth the harsh shadows The colors just right Sighing against the eye The model all wrong, Yet interminably perfect. ii. He took photographs as if he were taking a life Or in the way you fall asleep or fall in love— “Slowly, then all at once.” iii. When he took my photograph, he also took my breath and the beat my heart skipped.

Undressed by blackdahlia911, literature

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Undressed

I never said no, but I never said yes. His lips drew my heartbeats into palpitations. A sharp tongue brushed over my chest like a paintbrush. His brushstrokes left my skin coated in a cold red as though his tongue had drawn blood. I had mistaken manipulation for lust and I had mistaken lust for love. Where does the mind go when the heart is breaking? Emptiness used to walk the halls beneath my ribs, but this is a whole new kind of void. I don't want to lose myself under the weight of his hands any longer. For when I breathe, I want every inhalation to be my own. I want to bathe beneath silent waters and find a sense of calm as the ocean wave

Gay Marriage by GrubbsWriting, journal

Gay Marriage

Apr 18, 2013

I would like to start off by saying that my only hostility in this matter is toward conforming to intolerance and choosing hate out of fear. As well as shear ignorance of the actual truth concerning theological and cultural "ethics." Marriage, BY ITS ORIGINAL DEFINITION, is a bond between a man and a woman. I have absolutely no problem with gays being together, it's really none of my damn business, and it shouldn't be such a big bloody issue to people in the first place. God isn't going to send people to Hell for loving one another, the Bible explains that CLEARLY. He only hates sin, and in this case it would be sexual immorality, which c

passion is a sin by insomniaplague, literature

Take Another Pill by CloudNumber8, literature

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Take Another Pill

When I was just a child About twenty years back I never would have thought I would turn out like that Or indeed like this If I speak in the present tense I guess I’m tense in the present If that makes any sense When I was at the mercy Of the medical profession They told me I was suffering With clinical depression And tapestries woven this tight Into such an infant mind Would be difficult to unspool Unthread and leave behind When I was just a boy Around ten or so years back I fell into a deep hole But it felt more like a trap I couldn’t get out of there In fact I’m stuck here still And all anyone can do Is to prescribe anot

Revenge by NataliaNicole, literature

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Revenge

You hurt me Harassment, torture Dirt, am i to you Even, vengence Words and plans Filling my head No peace, but violence I must remember You I am not No more violence Hatred nor disdain Needs an end Stopping point Revenge An endless cycle No point to the pursuit Peace is what I yearn for Just let it go No longer part of lives End decently Revenge is folly Makes monsters of men Stay you, human Not beast I tell myself these things I want to still stay myself Anger fades away Serenity washes over me Need for revenge is gone This feeling I have Must stay for a straight mind

Just One More by Julchen-san, literature

The Virtue of Vanity? by Pandasite, literature

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